{"id":5810,"date":"2014-02-28T14:16:41","date_gmt":"2014-02-28T18:16:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/igrundun.wordpress.com\/?p=5810"},"modified":"2014-02-28T14:16:41","modified_gmt":"2014-02-28T18:16:41","slug":"ad-sja-ad-ser","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/2014\/02\/28\/ad-sja-ad-ser\/","title":{"rendered":"A\u00f0 sj\u00e1 a\u00f0 s\u00e9r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Saga P\u00e1ls er \u00e1hugaver\u00f0. P\u00e1ll var hugsj\u00f3nama\u00f0ur, bar\u00e1ttuma\u00f0ur, hann var \u00fea\u00f0 sem h\u00e6gt er a\u00f0 kalla \u00e1 ensku \u201eall-in&#8221;. Eftir n\u00e1m \u00ed rabb\u00edskum fr\u00e6\u00f0um, taldi hann \u00fea\u00f0 hlutverk sitt a\u00f0 berjast af krafti gegn villukenningum samt\u00edma s\u00edns, m.a. fylgdarm\u00f6nnum Jes\u00fa Krists, sem haf\u00f0i n\u00fdveri\u00f0 veri\u00f0 krossfestur og a\u00f0 s\u00f6gn fylgdarmannanna risi\u00f0 fr\u00e1 dau\u00f0um.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Gagnr\u00fdni \u00feessa Jes\u00fa og fylgdarf\u00f3lks hans \u00e1 atferli og \u00e1herslur tr\u00faarlei\u00f0toga samt\u00edma s\u00edns, voru gu\u00f0last og eitur \u00ed beinum P\u00e1ls. Hann st\u00f3\u00f0 meira a\u00f0 segja hj\u00e1 og t\u00f3k a\u00f0 s\u00e9r a\u00f0 geyma yfirhafnir \u00feeirra sem myrtu Stef\u00e1n, fyrsta p\u00edslarvott kristinnar kirkju.<\/p>\n<p>\u00deegar P\u00e1ll t\u00f3k tr\u00fa \u00e1 Jes\u00fa Krist, var ekki um neitt h\u00e1lfk\u00e1k a\u00f0 r\u00e6\u00f0a. Hann ba\u00f0st ekki einfaldlega afs\u00f6kunar \u00e1 fyrri gj\u00f6r\u00f0um og dr\u00f3 sig \u00ed hl\u00e9. Hann taldi sig skuldbundinn til a\u00f0 nota bar\u00e1ttukraftinn, \u00e1str\u00ed\u00f0una og har\u00f0fylgnina til a\u00f0 bo\u00f0a \u00feann Krist sem hann haf\u00f0i \u00e1\u00f0ur ofs\u00f3tt. Hann t\u00f3k afst\u00f6\u00f0u og bar\u00f0ist fyrir \u00fev\u00ed sem hann taldi n\u00fa r\u00e9tt, jafnvel gegn \u00fev\u00ed sem hann haf\u00f0i \u00e1\u00f0ur veri\u00f0 hluti af.<\/p>\n<p>\u00deessi umbreyting, \u00feessi skil, f\u00f3ru ekkert endilega vel \u00ed \u00fe\u00e1 sem h\u00f6f\u00f0u \u00e1\u00f0ur veri\u00f0 ofs\u00f3ttir af P\u00e1li og f\u00e9l\u00f6gum. \u00dea\u00f0 er ekki au\u00f0velt a\u00f0 \u00e1vinna traust \u00feeirra sem \u00fe\u00fa hefur einu sinni ofs\u00f3tt, en \u00fea\u00f0 breytti ekki k\u00f6llun og vilja P\u00e1ls.<\/p>\n<p>Vi\u00f0 g\u00e6tum sagt a\u00f0 P\u00e1ll hafi veri\u00f0 hr\u00e6snari. Sumir ger\u00f0u \u00fea\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfsagt. Vi\u00f0 getum og eigum a\u00f0 sj\u00e1lfs\u00f6g\u00f0u a\u00f0 lesa texta P\u00e1ls \u00ed lj\u00f3si bakgrunns hans. Sko\u00f0a heg\u00f0un hans \u00ed lj\u00f3si fort\u00ed\u00f0arinnar. Reynslan af misgj\u00f6r\u00f0unum m\u00f3ta\u00f0i tilraunir P\u00e1ls til a\u00f0 \u00e1stunda r\u00e9ttl\u00e6ti s\u00ed\u00f0ar.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dea\u00f0 er miki\u00f0 tala\u00f0 um fyrirgefningar- og\/e\u00f0a afs\u00f6kunarbei\u00f0nir \u00ed fj\u00f6lmi\u00f0lum. \u00deegar f\u00f3lki ver\u00f0ur \u00e1, og okkur ver\u00f0ur \u00f6llum \u00e1, \u00fe\u00e1 er krafan um afs\u00f6kunarbei\u00f0ni flj\u00f3t a\u00f0 koma fram. Ef afs\u00f6kunarbei\u00f0ni kemur fram fylgja oftast n\u00e6r efasemdir um einl\u00e6gni gerandans og \u00fea\u00f0 er skiljanlegt.<\/p>\n<p>Einl\u00e6gni og tr\u00faver\u00f0ugleiki P\u00e1ls f\u00f3lst ekki einv\u00f6r\u00f0ungu \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hafa be\u00f0ist fyrirgefningar \u00e1 misgj\u00f6r\u00f0um s\u00ednum, sem hann vissulega ger\u00f0i. Tr\u00faver\u00f0ugleikinn felst \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 hann t\u00f3k s\u00e9r st\u00f6\u00f0u me\u00f0 \u00feeim sem hann haf\u00f0i ofs\u00f3tt \u00e1\u00f0ur, t\u00f3k st\u00f6\u00f0u gegn ofs\u00e6kendunum sem hann \u00e1\u00f0ur tilheyr\u00f0i.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cd sta\u00f0 \u00feess a\u00f0 b\u00f6ls\u00f3tast, h\u00f3ta, leggja \u00ed einelti, ni\u00f0url\u00e6gja og myr\u00f0a, t\u00f3k P\u00e1ll st\u00f6\u00f0u gegn hatrinu og hatursumr\u00e6\u00f0unni. Fort\u00ed\u00f0in f\u00f3r samt ekki neitt, P\u00e1ll var enn ma\u00f0urinn sem passa\u00f0i yfirhafnir \u00feeirra sem dr\u00e1pu Stef\u00e1n. En hann var ekki bara s\u00e1.\u00a0Hann var l\u00edka ma\u00f0urinn sem t\u00f3k afst\u00f6\u00f0u gegn hatrinu og leita\u00f0ist vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 standa me\u00f0 hinum ofs\u00f3ttu, benti \u00e1 hr\u00e6sni annarra me\u00f0vita\u00f0ur af eigin fort\u00ed\u00f0, fort\u00ed\u00f0 sem hann haf\u00f0i svo sannarlega l\u00e6rt af.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Saga P\u00e1ls er \u00e1hugaver\u00f0. P\u00e1ll var hugsj\u00f3nama\u00f0ur, bar\u00e1ttuma\u00f0ur, hann var \u00fea\u00f0 sem h\u00e6gt er a\u00f0 kalla \u00e1 ensku \u201eall-in&#8221;. Eftir n\u00e1m \u00ed rabb\u00edskum fr\u00e6\u00f0um, taldi hann \u00fea\u00f0 hlutverk sitt a\u00f0 berjast af krafti gegn villukenningum samt\u00edma s\u00edns, m.a. fylgdarm\u00f6nnum Jes\u00fa Krists, sem haf\u00f0i n\u00fdveri\u00f0 veri\u00f0 krossfestur og a\u00f0 s\u00f6gn fylgdarmannanna risi\u00f0 fr\u00e1 dau\u00f0um.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"wds_primary_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[69,89,97,140],"class_list":["post-5810","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-islenska","tag-gender","tag-injustice","tag-leadership","tag-sin"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5810","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5810"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5810\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5810"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5810"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5810"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}