{"id":3945,"date":"2012-05-05T21:54:16","date_gmt":"2012-05-05T21:54:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ispeculate.wpmudev.host\/main\/?p=3945"},"modified":"2012-05-05T21:54:16","modified_gmt":"2012-05-05T21:54:16","slug":"gud-elskar-ykkur-takk-fyrir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ispeculate.net\/writings\/2012\/05\/05\/gud-elskar-ykkur-takk-fyrir\/","title":{"rendered":"Gu\u00f0 elskar ykkur, takk fyrir…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Huglei\u00f0ing \u00e1 KSS fundi 5. ma\u00ed 2012.<\/em><\/p>\n

Gu\u00f0 elskar ykkur, takk fyrir, …<\/p>\n

– gengi\u00f0 \u00far p\u00falti, sn\u00fai\u00f0 vi\u00f0 –<\/p>\n

Nei, m\u00e9r skilst a\u00f0 hef\u00f0in s\u00e9 a\u00f0 hafa r\u00e6\u00f0una lengri. Stj\u00f3rn KSS bau\u00f0 m\u00e9r a\u00f0 tala h\u00e9r \u00ed kv\u00f6ld og sag\u00f0i a\u00f0 \u00e9g m\u00e6tti tala um hva\u00f0 sem er, sem er ekki endilega sni\u00f0ugt \u00feegar \u00e9g \u00e1 \u00ed hlut. Enda finnst m\u00e9r gaman a\u00f0 tala um margt og gaman a\u00f0 tala lengi.<\/p>\n

Mig langar a\u00f0 tala um elsku Gu\u00f0s, e\u00f0a \u00f6llu heldur hr\u00e6\u00f0slu okkar vi\u00f0 elsku Gu\u00f0s. \u00dea\u00f0 er nefnilega ekkert verra og erfi\u00f0ara en a\u00f0 f\u00e1 eitthva\u00f0 fr\u00e1b\u00e6rt \u00e1n \u00feess a\u00f0 eiga \u00fea\u00f0 skili\u00f0. Nema \u00fe\u00e1 ef einhver annar f\u00e6r a\u00f0 nj\u00f3ta einhvers sem hann e\u00f0a h\u00fan \u00e1 ekki skili\u00f0 a\u00f0 okkar mati.<\/p>\n

L\u00edklega eru \u00fei\u00f0 \u00f6ll b\u00fain a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 The Hunger Games<\/em>, og einhverjir af n\u00f6rdunum h\u00e9r inni jafnvel b\u00fain a\u00f0 lesa b\u00f3kina. Eins g\u00f3\u00f0 og myndin er, \u00fe\u00e1 sakna\u00f0i \u00e9g eins sem er erfitt a\u00f0 mynda og festa \u00e1 kvikmyndatjald. Katniss, a\u00f0als\u00f6guhetjan, hatar n\u00e1\u00f0. Katniss hatar a\u00f0 f\u00e1 gjafir sem h\u00fan getur ekki e\u00f0a hefur ekki borga\u00f0 fyrir. \u00deolir ekki a\u00f0 einhver s\u00e9 g\u00f3\u00f0ur vi\u00f0 hana, h\u00fan vill vinna fyrir s\u00e9r sj\u00e1lf, vera sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0 og \u00f6\u00f0rum \u00f3h\u00e1\u00f0.<\/p>\n

Hugmyndir Katniss eru sk\u00fdrar \u00ed b\u00f3kinni, og \u00e9g bi\u00f0st afs\u00f6kunar \u00e1 a\u00f0 v\u00edsa \u00ed hana \u00e1 ensku.<\/p>\n

I feel like I owe him something, and I hate owing people (The Hunger Games (Suzanne Collins) – Highlight on Page 32 | Loc. 399)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Og s\u00ed\u00f0ar \u00feegar Katniss veltir fyrir s\u00e9r hvort a\u00f0 sendingin fr\u00e1 district 11, s\u00e9 \u00feakkargj\u00f6f e\u00f0a tilraun til a\u00f0 borga til baka \u00fea\u00f0 sem \u00feeir skulda henni \u00ed raun.<\/p>\n

[A]s a thank-you? Or because, like me, they don\u2019t like to let debts go unpaid? (The Hunger Games (Suzanne Collins) – Highlight on Page 239 | Loc. 2950).<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Katniss lifir \u00ed heimi grei\u00f0a og endurgjalds, eins og vi\u00f0. \u00dea\u00f0 gerir enginn neitt fyrir neinn, sem gerir ekki neitt fyrir neinn. \u00c9g er \u00e9g er \u00e9g og \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 skili\u00f0. Hef unni\u00f0 m\u00e9r inn fyrir \u00fev\u00ed. Takk fyrir.<\/p>\n

\u00deannig syngjum vi\u00f0 stundum \u201e\u00e9g elska Gu\u00f0\u201c, vi\u00f0 syngjum um \u201eminn Gu\u00f0\u201c, einkaspeki st\u00f3\u00f0 einu sinni \u00ed texta \u00ed Vatnask\u00f3gi um eitthva\u00f0 sem vi\u00f0 eigum svona pr\u00edvat og v\u00edsa\u00f0i til \u00feess a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 eigum Gu\u00f0 alein og sj\u00e1lf. Mitt, mitt, mitt. \u00dea\u00f0 er meira a\u00f0 segja sungi\u00f0 \u00ed einhverjum s\u00f6ng \u201ea\u00f0 \u00e9g gefi Gu\u00f0i allt\u201c og \u00feannig reynum vi\u00f0 a\u00f0 sannf\u00e6ra okkur um a\u00f0 Gu\u00f0 s\u00e9 bara a\u00f0 borga okkur til baka me\u00f0 n\u00e1\u00f0argj\u00f6f sinni. \u00deetta er eftir allt \u201eminn Gu\u00f0\u201c og \u00e9g hl\u00fdt \u00e1 einhvern h\u00e1tt a\u00f0 eiga \u00feetta skili\u00f0.<\/p>\n

Raunveruleikinn er hins vegar a\u00f0 ekkert okkar vill \u00ed raun og sann gefa Gu\u00f0i allt, og ekki s\u00ed\u00f0ur hitt. N\u00e1\u00f0argj\u00f6f Gu\u00f0s er ekki f\u00f6l, h\u00fan er ekki til s\u00f6lu. Algj\u00f6rlega \u00f3h\u00e1\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed hva\u00f0 vi\u00f0 syngjum miki\u00f0 og h\u00e1tt, heg\u00f0um okkur vel og gerum miki\u00f0 af g\u00f3\u00f0um hlutum.<\/p>\n

N\u00e1\u00f0 Gu\u00f0s f\u00e6st hvorki keypt n\u00e9 seld.<\/p>\n

\u00dea\u00f0 er \u00feess vegna sem vi\u00f0 \u00feolum svo illa n\u00e1\u00f0ina, \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 f\u00e1 eitthva\u00f0 endurgjaldslaust. Vi\u00f0 reynum eins og vi\u00f0 getum a\u00f0 b\u00faa til kerfi, reglur, l\u00f6g til a\u00f0 r\u00e9ttl\u00e6ta \u00fea\u00f0 a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 s\u00e9um elsku\u00f0 af Gu\u00f0i. Og \u00e1 stundum til a\u00f0 \u00fatsk\u00fdra af hverju Gu\u00f0 elskar okkur meira en hina.<\/p>\n

Algengast er a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 breg\u00f0umst vi\u00f0 vandanum \u00e1 \u00feann h\u00e1tt a\u00f0 setja \u00ed\u00feyngjandi reglur fyrir a\u00f0ra en okkur sj\u00e1lf. Vi\u00f0 h\u00f6ldum \u00e1 lofti \u00fev\u00ed sem hentar okkur, en kannski kemur \u00f6\u00f0rum verr.<\/p>\n

—<\/p>\n

\u00cd afbrotafr\u00e6\u00f0i er til kenningarkerfi sem leggur \u00e1herslu \u00e1 a\u00f0 skilgreiningar \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed hva\u00f0 er l\u00f6gbrot og hva\u00f0a refsing s\u00e9 vi\u00f0 h\u00e6fi, s\u00e9 n\u00e1tengt \u00fev\u00ed hverjir \u00fea\u00f0 eru sem semja l\u00f6gin. \u00cd okkar heimi v\u00e6ru \u00fea\u00f0 karlar og stundum konur \u00e1 aldrinum 40-55 \u00e1ra, yfirleitt gift gagnkynhneigt f\u00f3lk me\u00f0 b\u00f6rn og st\u00f6\u00f0ugar tekjur.<\/p>\n

Af \u00feeim s\u00f6kum eru l\u00f6gum og si\u00f0abo\u00f0um a\u00f0 jafna\u00f0i beint a\u00f0 gl\u00e6pum e\u00f0a \u201esyndum\u201c sem ungt f\u00f3lk fremur og h\u00f3par sem ekki eru eins og \u00feau sem setja reglurnar b\u00faa fremur vi\u00f0 ford\u00e6mingu. \u00deetta \u00e1 ekki a\u00f0eins vi\u00f0 um l\u00f6g heldur ekki s\u00ed\u00f0ur Bibl\u00edut\u00falkanir. Textarnir eru lesnir og t\u00falka\u00f0ir \u00e1 \u00feann h\u00e1tt, sem styrkja hugmyndir okkar um a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 s\u00e9um g\u00f3\u00f0, um lei\u00f0 og vi\u00f0 ford\u00e6mum hina. Einfalt, sk\u00fdrt og gott d\u00e6mi um \u00feetta eru hj\u00f3naskilna\u00f0ir sem Jes\u00fas gagnr\u00fdnir har\u00f0lega \u00ed Bibl\u00edunni, en nefnir samkynhneig\u00f0 ekki einu or\u00f0i.<\/p>\n

Samt er fj\u00f6ldi f\u00f3lks \u00ed kirkjunni sem telur samkynhneig\u00f0 s\u00e9rstaka synd, en \u00feegir e\u00f0a burtsk\u00fdrir texta sem tala um hj\u00f3naskilna\u00f0i. Enda er \u00fea\u00f0 svo a\u00f0 \u00feeir sem eru a\u00f0alt\u00falkendur or\u00f0sins, f\u00f3lk eins og \u00e9g \u00e1 frekar \u00ed h\u00e6ttu a\u00f0 ganga \u00ed gegnum skilna\u00f0 en \u00feurfa a\u00f0 endurskilgreina kynhneig\u00f0 s\u00edna.<\/p>\n

H\u00e9r er \u00e9g ekki a\u00f0 segja a\u00f0 skilna\u00f0ur s\u00e9 st\u00e6rri synd en eitthva\u00f0 anna\u00f0, alls ekki. \u00c9g er einfaldlega a\u00f0 benda \u00e1 a\u00f0 \u00feeir sem r\u00e1\u00f0a, hafa \u00e1hrif \u00e1 hugmyndir okkar um r\u00e9tt og rangt. R\u00e1\u00f0a \u00fev\u00ed hva\u00f0a \u00e1herslur vi\u00f0 h\u00f6fum \u00ed l\u00f6gum landsins og l\u00edka hva\u00f0 vir\u00f0ist skipta m\u00e1li \u00ed framsetningu \u00e1 bo\u00f0skap Gu\u00f0s. Enda er \u00fea\u00f0 svo a\u00f0 hugmyndir um a\u00f0 ein synd s\u00e9 meiri e\u00f0a minni en \u00f6nnur er einfaldlega marklaus \u00ed hugmyndaheimi t.d. P\u00e1ls postula og Jes\u00fas Krists. Syndir felast enda ekki fyrst og fremst \u00ed gj\u00f6r\u00f0um okkur heldur afst\u00f6\u00f0u. En \u00fea\u00f0 er efni \u00ed a\u00f0ra huglei\u00f0ingu.<\/p>\n

\u00cd raunveruleika okkar er samt svo a\u00f0 gl\u00e6pir og\/e\u00f0a syndir \u00feeirra valdaminni eru yfirleitt har\u00f0ar d\u00e6mdir, en \u00feeirra sem setja reglurnar.<\/p>\n

Af hverju skiptir \u00feetta m\u00e1li \u00feegar kemur a\u00f0 elsku Gu\u00f0s? J\u00fa, vi\u00f0 sem erum g\u00f3\u00f0 og fullkomin, – \u00e9g meina vi\u00f0 sem r\u00e1\u00f0um, – setjum stundum fram bo\u00f0skapinn um Gu\u00f0 \u00e1 \u00feann veg a\u00f0 vi\u00f0 eigum elsku Gu\u00f0s skili\u00f0.<\/p>\n

\u00c9g til d\u00e6mis er ekki samkynhneig\u00f0ur. Ef \u00e9g h\u00e9ldi \u00fev\u00ed fram a\u00f0 samkynhneig\u00f0 s\u00e9 ill \u00ed augum Gu\u00f0s \u00fe\u00e1 er \u00e9g \u00ed vissum skilningi a\u00f0 finna \u00e1st\u00e6\u00f0u fyrir Gu\u00f0 til a\u00f0 elska mig meira en einhvern annan. \u00c9g geri eitthva\u00f0 r\u00e9tt, en einhver annar geri \u00fea\u00f0 ekki.<\/p>\n

\u00c1 sama h\u00e1tt hef \u00e9g aldrei or\u00f0i\u00f0 ofur\u00f6lvi, \u00feannig a\u00f0 \u00ed regluverki sem segir drykkju andst\u00e6\u00f0a vilja Gu\u00f0s, \u00fe\u00e1 f\u00e6rist \u00e9g l\u00edtillega n\u00e6r \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 Gu\u00f0 eigi a\u00f0 elska mig, frekar en einhvern drykkjubolta.<\/p>\n

\u00deannig ver\u00f0ur til syndaskilningur, regluverk sem er byggt utan um hver \u00e9g er, velmennta\u00f0ur karlkyns gagnkynhneig\u00f0ur gu\u00f0fr\u00e6\u00f0ingur alveg a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a fertugur \u00ed g\u00f3\u00f0ri vinnu, me\u00f0 yndislega konu og fr\u00e1b\u00e6r, vandr\u00e6\u00f0alaus og g\u00e1fu\u00f0 b\u00f6rn.<\/p>\n

\u00deetta regluverk e\u00f0a syndaskilningur mi\u00f0ar a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 sannf\u00e6ra mig um a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 g\u00f3\u00f0ur og eigi \u00e1 einhvern h\u00e1tt meira skili\u00f0 a\u00f0 Gu\u00f0 elski mig en einhvern annan. \u00c9g geri enda allt r\u00e9tt og gef meira a\u00f0 segja peninga til g\u00f3\u00f0ger\u00f0arm\u00e1la.<\/p>\n

\u00c9g tek s\u00ed\u00f0an \u00fe\u00e1tt \u00ed a\u00f0 styrkja \u00feessar hugmyndir um a\u00f0 \u00e9g s\u00e9 fr\u00e1b\u00e6r og geri meira r\u00e9tt en flestir, \u00fev\u00ed \u00e9g \u00feoli ekki a\u00f0 Gu\u00f0 elski mig eins og \u00e9g er, skilyr\u00f0islaust. – \u00c9g vil hafa skilyr\u00f0i sem \u00e9g get uppfyllt en ekki a\u00f0rir.<\/p>\n

Eina vandam\u00e1li\u00f0 vi\u00f0 \u00feetta fr\u00e1b\u00e6ra m\u00f3del mitt er a\u00f0 \u201eAllir hafa syndga\u00f0 og skortir Gu\u00f0s d\u00fdr\u00f0\u201c eins og segir \u00ed br\u00e9fi P\u00e1ls postula til \u00edb\u00faa \u00ed R\u00f3m, R\u00f3mverjabr\u00e9finu. Alveg sama hva\u00f0a reglur \u00e9g og a\u00f0rir eins og \u00e9g, b\u00faa til um a\u00f0 a\u00f0rir s\u00e9u ekki jafng\u00f3\u00f0ir og \u00e9g, \u00fe\u00e1 er \u00e9g undir n\u00e1\u00f0 Gu\u00f0s. Afsta\u00f0a okkar til Gu\u00f0s er alltaf bj\u00f6gu\u00f0, en Gu\u00f0 elskar mig algj\u00f6rlega \u00f3h\u00e1\u00f0 afst\u00f6\u00f0u okkar og gj\u00f6r\u00f0um.<\/p>\n

Og \u00fea\u00f0 sem er n\u00e6stum meira \u00f3\u00feolandi en a\u00f0 \u00e9g nj\u00f3ti n\u00e1\u00f0ar og elsku Gu\u00f0s, er s\u00fa sta\u00f0reynd a\u00f0 allt mannkyn er l\u00edka elska\u00f0 skilyr\u00f0islaust af Gu\u00f0i.<\/p>\n

—<\/p>\n

Norski fr\u00e6\u00f0ima\u00f0urinn Gunnar Elstad heldur \u00fev\u00ed fram a\u00f0 allar manneskjur gl\u00edmi vi\u00f0 \u00ferj\u00e1r spurningar alla \u00e6vi. Spurningarnar eru:<\/p>\n